Today, I listened to a love song “love story” and played it back and forth repeatedly. I think I’m not tired of listening to it. Maybe it’s Qixi Valentine’s Day in China is coming soon. I always want to listen to some songs about love and watch some movies about love. “Because I thought it sounded good, I planned to copy it down and type it out for today’s version. However, I found this song very long and I was slow to type in English, so I simply wrote an article about what I felt after listening.”.
Love, like fog, like rain, and like wind, is elusive. The love between me and my husband is very flat, which can be said to be a long flowing stream. There is no grand plot, but if we separate, we will feel particularly missed.
For example, early today, I just gave birth to a child, and just after giving birth, I fell ill again. I have been hospitalized for over a month. “I heard from my husband and my mother that when I was in hospital, my husband held the child and called my father, saying, ‘She’s not at home anymore. I instantly feel that the room is empty and my heart is empty. I’m taking the child back to my hometown to bring it to the elderly.'” Tears ran down as I spoke. “. “Generally speaking, a man cannot shed tears lightly, and a man can cry for me. I think this should be love.”. From my perspective, I always feel that “it’s not a crime for a man to cry.” My husband has too much burden on him, from old to young, and with me sick, crying is okay. It can temporarily vent his emotions and relieve pressure.
After leaving the hospital, I went back to my parents’ home to recuperate, as they were relatively quiet and suitable for recuperation. The child is brought to her mother-in-law’s hometown. My husband works in Nanning. Suddenly, our family of three was divided into three places. The days of separation, I feel particularly difficult. Every day has been particularly long. “I was shopping with my friends, and before I knew it, I went to the children’s clothing stall. I suddenly bought six sets of clothes for my daughter.”. Think about going to see her next month, dressing her up and making good compensation for her. “I also miss my husband very much, and I’m finally thinking nonsense.”. I wonder if he is very tired working alone in Nanning, and does he cook meat every day. When I learned by phone that I was no longer in Nanning and he only ate noodles every day, I felt indescribably sad. Every day, I expect my husband to give me a phone call or WeChat video, and I also expect her to send me some videos about his daughter sent by my mother-in-law. I think, in this life, I cannot leave these two people. I gradually understand the meaning of a poem called “The Ancient Road, the West Wind, the Thin Horse. The setting sun, the heartbroken person in the horizon.”. Missing is a kind of disease. After a month, I have lost about ten pounds.
I think this yearning is intense, this feeling is so warm, it is love, it may also be family affection.
After a month, my illness gradually improved. My husband drove from Nanning to pick me up in the county, and then returned to my hometown to meet our daughter.
Our family of three is particularly happy when we are together. At that time, it was the 100th day of my daughter’s birth, and I took more than 100 photos to commemorate her. I also sang English songs to my daughter and dressed her in a new skirt. From time to time, there were giggles in the room. Our family of three had a wonderful time and felt particularly happy.
Thank my husband for working hard for this family, especially because of him, I have my lovely daughter. I am also grateful to my daughter, who came to this world like an angel, giving me the opportunity to be a mother, filling my face with joy and experiencing the happiness of life.
