Last night, I browsed Weibo before going to bed and saw Wang Yuan singing loudly and crying in the second place of the hot search. I clicked to see a small video of him singing in the new variety show. After listening, my heart was particularly heavy, and the lyrics and sentences of the song pierced my heart. At night, it was particularly easy to be sentimental. I watched it over and over again many times, feeling sad for a long time.
I woke up this morning and saw Wang Yuan apologize first in the hot search, which was unexpected. I think most people will be moved by his true feelings, and no one will consider whether crying might seem unprofessional. However, if he wants to survive in the entertainment industry, he must accept the public’s judgment. He must not have any flaws. He must not only be emotionally engaged, but also be professional enough. Otherwise, there will be many disputes.
“Since the tfboys fire, we have always seen them on the stage, bright and beautiful, and their figures in various programs.”. Accompanying with glory comes the pressure of public opinion. “On stage, they cannot make any mistakes, they must be positive and full of positive energy.”. Not only are they, but everyone on the screen. Few people care about their efforts. Even when they say they wrote a song until 3:00 a.m. and were injured in the filming, some people will say they “sold out”. Therefore, they have to bear more different voices.
In the past, I especially envied the bright and beautiful people on the stage, envied that they were sought after by thousands of people, and envied that their dreams could be seen by many people. Later, I learned that how beautiful people are before them, how sad they are after them. As Wang Yuan wrote in his lyrics, “There are only ten million of you in this world except me.” No one really feels the same way about their lives. Some people always think their dreams are within reach, and their fame is easy. However, there is no one thing that can be achieved overnight in this world.
Misunderstanding is perhaps the most chilling thing in the world. In the stereotype of others, no matter how many explanations you give, they are pale and powerless. Fortunately, there is still the word “understanding” in this world, and someone will affirm your efforts and tell you not to be defeated by the voice of doubt. The only regret is that it is difficult for people who understand you to empathize with you.
Wang Yuan’s last sentence, “There is no real empathy in the world,” seemed to have exhausted all his strength. At this moment, he released all the repression in his heart. The voice that tore his heart and lungs made people moved and even more distressed. In an interview afterwards, Wang Yuan said that at that moment, many images flashed through his mind, and I think they were all heartbreaking moments.
Everyone’s life is not as easy as imagined, and everyone’s experience is a mark of their own growth. Many times, when I see some variety shows, some artists will tell their experiences, and some people will say that there are scripts, but I would rather believe that this is true.
In fact, everyone wants to live truly and freely, but sometimes they can’t help it. “Don’t forget your original heart” is being talked about by more and more people because it is becoming increasingly difficult to remember your original heart. I remember when Wang Yuan said he was going to Berkeley to study, many people couldn’t understand it. His acting career is now on the upswing, and going back to school for further education will reduce his popularity. After reading it, many people may have forgotten him. I think this is his choice to follow his heart. I think even if his popularity will decline, when he returns, he will be a better person.
I am not his fan, but I am deeply moved by the boy’s sincerity and perseverance. Everyone has moments of collapse. I think everyone has had helplessness and cried late at night. These memory fragments will eventually spell out a beautiful tomorrow.
